Babysitter For Weekends

Hello, my name is Keysha and I am a 25-year-old single mother of 4 beautiful toddlers. I am a correctional officer that works 12hr shifts, working a rotating schedule, so my days off are inconsistent where I work 4 days on/4 days off. My two boys, K (6yrs old) and R (4yrs old) are school age and my two daughters, L (3yrs old) and J (1yr old) that do go to daycare during the week. I've been in Texas for 4 yrs and don't have no friends nor family meaning no help. I pay $1200-1300 a month for daycare out of pocket since I don't have CCMS(I am working on it) I know I have a lot of kids but without any help, I can't provide for my kids. My children's fathers don't even care to know what I'm going through to even help. My youngest's father(Janiyah) is very much an active father in our tdaughter's life but he refuseso take care and pick up another grown man's responsibilities since we are no longer together. He does what he can to help me when I'm needing a baby sitter for the weekends but he is wanting to take the advantage of his days off with our daughter. I'm just needing at least one person, ONE individual to understand what im going through and help support me and my family. Thank you and I'm hoping to speak with you soon.